Sleep Paralysis

     This happened about 6 months ago, but I’m just not sitting down to write it down.  I remember it clear as night though.  My sleep paralysis has toned down a bit over the years.  Part of the reason, I haven’t sat to write about it, because it’s like I’m summoning her ass when I talk about it.  I’ll go months without it and as soon as I think about or say it, BAM!  Her ass is on the way.  Anyways, I was asleep in the bed one night and it may have been my 2nd or 3rd time having it within the month.  I was at the point between being sleep and fully aware of my surroundings.  There was somebody walking up on my left side while I was in the bed.  Normally doing the paralysis I can’t move but I remember thinking and saying I ain’t scared of you and quickly turning my head to the left.  At the point I turned my head I woke up because when you move you snap out of it.  I was fully awake at this point and  see something in black facing me.  It looked lie it may have had a hood and all black, but it was dark so it was mainly a silouette but that MF was there.  I looked at it and it turned and walked out of the room and faded away as it walked through the closed door.  I sat up in the bed and watched it to make sure I wasn’t tripping.  Took me a little while to go back to sleep that night, but that was the first time I actually seen something and was fully awake.  During my lucid dreaming stage I’ve seen plenty of weird shit, but that’s the first time I know I was wide the hell awake and seen a grim reaper looking mf in my bedroom.  That’s the last time I had sleep paralysis.

Grandma's Marvel Universe

Why i dream that Thanos was looking for me at my grandma's house so me and some random white guy started running through the woods climbing trees n shit tryna hide. Next, I'm running down an open path and somebody coming up behind me on a dirt bike. It's an old manager i had named Hunter and he stop, get off the bike, and pull out a pair of boxing gloves talking about what's up . I stop running and put the gloves on cause I'm about to enjoy this shit. But soon as the gloves strap up this MF turn into a kangaroo and it's a crowd around like the challenge scene in black panther. I give this kangaroo a left hook that knock his azz out for all of 2 seconds then he hop right back up. I run in on him with a 3 piece combo knocking him off the cliff. Cliff came out of nowhere. Little kids ran up excited and celebrated until somebody said police. We in lil’ wakanda or some shit but everybody still took off running. So i ran too and ended up in Carthage, then i woke up

 

Wreck on I-20

The night of Dec 30 2018, well technically the morning of Dec 31 2018 i had a dream. I dreamed i was in my car glancing at my phone while driving and when i looked up i ran off the road. I ran off the road and my car ramped up on the left side edge of the bridge with wheels hanging over on both sides. The car was skidding across the bridge only staying balanced because of the speed i was going. It was dark so i couldn't t tell what was below but i felt like it was water. As i was nervously trying to hold the wheel and lean to the right everything quickly changed and i ended up running through halls. They looked like hospital halls leading from an outside garage. I was just running down these halls trying to figure out where i was at. The whole time i was running i thinking to myself i must have fell asleep or passed out while on that bridge and was wondering how i could wake myself up. I continued running through the halls making lefts and rights until i came up on what seemed to be nursing home rooms. I was looking around and i heard somebody say John Kidd. They called my name like nurses call it when you’re waiting to see the doctor. Then i mysteriously shifted into my body that was currently in that nursing home looking place. It was sorta of like waking up in that body as my consciousness was shifted into it. They acted as if it was normal for me to be there like i didn’t have a car wreck recently. I asked how long I'd been there and they told me 12 years. I was confused and didn’t know where I was. I didn’t know if i was in a random spot somewhere and had been there for 12 years or if i actually died in my dream. I remember being in my dream and thinking to myself, is this a dream, but i couldn't wake up. My next thought was damn i died in the car wreck and I'm stuck here.  After exploring the outside area of the nursing home type place and talking to people (i dont remember the conversations), i woke up with a racing heart beat. 

Racoons in the Crib

The other night i had a dream that i was sleep and woke up. So in my dream i was sleeping in my bed and woke up blurry eyed and tired. I saw a blur of something in my bed and was like hell nah’ I’m tripping and rolled over. But when i opened my eyes the blur was still there. It was a got damn raccoon in my bed. I jumped up, but he did too and followed me around like he was tryna get me too calm down. He wasn’t violent or nothing. I slowed down and said hell nah, you gotta go bruh. Then this lil’ mufucka’ opened the cabinet door and 3 lil’ raccoon babies came out. Bruh had a whole family stashed in the cabinet. I opened the front door and was like nah you gotta get on down bruh.
He got his kids and walked out and then turned around and gave me that sad face. His eyes said, "you really putting us out bro." I felt bad at this point. I reached down to pat him but then i remembered, this is a fucking raccoon. I didn't trust him. So i stood back up. He held his head down and they left. Then i woke up for real.

Fun Fact/Memory: My friend Alexis James (RIP) was a dream interpreter and she gave me a brief run down of this dream. She said someone was still in my life that shouldn’t be and the fact that my eyes were blurred indicated that my judgement was cloudy and it was someone close and manipulative.

She was pretty accurate. Drop your comments below.